Yeah! The weather’s getting better!!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! The winter’s coming!!!

lalalalalalalalala…

1 – on 3rd July 2006: temperature outdor: 100,4 F

2 – On 21st September 2006: 50F

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

I just LOVE winter!!! ))

ooops… but now I have to prepare my nerves for a test on “Applied Linguistics”:

…. sigh…

Thank God I have rhinitis!!!

Ugh! One of my colleagues at work always wears the same clothes a week long!  :O

Today is Tuesday and she’s wearing the same clothes since last Wednesday !!

She’s old, ugly, ill-tempered, annoying and… she literally STINKS!!!

 …I am sooooo glad I’m a little snuffy…

Grill!!! :-)

Ok, I know I was a “little” angry yesterday. I’ve heard some unpleasant things from stupid people, but it doesn’t matter now.

We had a nice grill @ Zeunerstraße, maybe the last one this year, since winter’s coming. I was really glad to meet everybody again. And the weather was just perfect. Not too hot, not too windy. And the sky was clear and full of stars.

Not bad. We sat very cousy together and had a nice time chichatting until somebody said something which didn’t make me happy and I decided to go home.

But it was a nice time! Take a look at our pics:

So you all – you all think my German is not good enough, heh?

fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off !!!!!

YES I know my German knowledge is not “that” refined.

I know.

I had a 2-years relationship with a carpenter, and he wasn’t the smartest person in this world. But he used to love me. Really. Doesn’t matter “how”, but he used to love me.

And I learned German with him. With a not-that-smart guy.

I am not ashamed. Not even a little.

Because I loved him deep enough and I never had any kind of preconception.

But people here in Germany are sometimes so mean… but sooooooooo mean… they just judge without any knowledge of “how” a person became what she/he nowadays is.

Fuck off.

I don’t care.

I know my German is not “that” good. Not even my English. But at least I learned both of them because of LOVE. And love is something that not everybody is able to produce or to receive. But I … I can love. I have lots of love to give. And to receive. And if someone is not able to understand love as I can… so… doesn’t matter if this person is able to speak a perfect German or English. This person will be a hollow one. Because without love we’re just… just “nothings”.

and it’s not what I am. not really.

gdNight.

Friends are back, Applied Linguistics and new furniture

Aleks is back from Poland! Paula and Torsten are back from Portugal! Cristina and Ania are also in Dresden!! Only Devon’s missing, but I think she’s having a nice time in Japan!

You know what it means???? P-A-R-T-Y !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yoo-hoo!!!!!

…. sigh. But not yet. We have a test on Applied Linguistics on Friday, so it seems we have to study a little and then party!!

… and, since I have a new flat share to live – with two cool flatmates, yoo-hoo! – now I have to buy some furniture. What I need, specifically, are: a closet and a couch.

Searching @ IKEA I found these ones… what do you think? Are they ok? The prices seem reasonable.

1- closet for 79,90 Euro

2- Bed-sofa for 79,00 Euro (the problem: this piece is not available here in Dresden. Only in Leipzig or Berlin. And I don’t know if it’s worthy to go soooo far away to get a sofa which is not “that” good. Maybe I should try the “second hand” furniture shops)

… oh yeah, and before a forget it… I wanna sell this table game. If someone’s interested, please let me know! (I got it from my ex-boyfriend as a birthday gift, but I never played it, it’s really unused, still in perfect conditions!). Price: 15 Euro (negotiable   )

Description:

Take a treacherous trip through the realm of the Living Dead Dolls. Race past Hades Hill and Sanguine Falls, around Carrion Corner and into the Mortal Coil. Cast a spell to freeze your opponent. Summon your evil twin to attack your foes. Collect as many souls as you can–you’ll need them to buy your way out of all manners of torture! Your goal: get to the mausoleum first… or die trying!
Bring your worst enemies together for a deadly adventure. Be the first player to survive the savage lands of the Living Dead Dolls and reach the mausoleum. Using brilliantly twisted playing cards you can buy and trade souls, cast spells, posses opponents, freeze opponents and even morph into the leader the deadly pack.

Comes with:

* Game board

* 100 Action Cards

* 24 Spell Cards

* 100 Soul Deed Cards

* 12 Pawns

* 1 black die

Ages: 13 & up Players: 3 – 6

Shagadelic – I have “the” new place to live! :)

2 hours ago I’ve written the following post: Looking for a new place – again . And… lalalalalalallalalala… THEY ACCEPTED ME AS THE NEW FLATMATE!!

yeah babe! Shagadelic!

 ;)

I’ll live there!

I’m happy….

Looking for a new place – again

Well, some people can understand it as inconstancy. And maybe they’re right. “From a certain point of view” (as Obi-wan Kenobi used to say, hehehehe).

The point here is: when I moved to Dresden I went to a flat share with two guys. One of them was (and still is! ) really cool and kind and funny. The other one was just quiet. Maybe shy? I never had problems with shy people, so… I thought it would work.

But the cool guy went to Mexico and the shy guy revealed himself  a jerk. A fucking stupid idiot.

Then I moved. I moved to a dorm. I thought: “in a dorm I’ll have parties and good fellows around the clock”.

But I thought wrong.

… sigh… the dorm was a stupid idea. People there live only on their own, they don’t care about the flatmates and… well, I think you got the picture. I really tried to make friends with my flatmates, but… It didn’t work and I started to feel very lonely.

So it’s the twist again: I am looking for a new place to live. And this time I wanna live either cheaper or with cool people. Both of them would be heaven!

Then I started to look for a new flat share via the internet:

http://www.wg-gesucht.de/

and

http://www.studenten-wg.de/

… and the pilgrimage began!

in 3 weeks I’ve visited around 15 flat shares. Not all of the announced ones. Only the ones cheaper then 170€ monthly and located in my favourite parts of the city.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! It’s been such a tough activity!!! It’s so stupid, you need to convince the people who live in that flat that YOU are better then the other 20 candidates… in TEN minutes!

Sometimes it was easy to decide (and decline), since some flats are too bad (I mean, the building is too old) or the flatmates are too dumb.

But sometimes I thought: “wow!!! that’s the place where I WANNA LIVE! The guys are cool, the flat is nice and the price is o.k. … but then… the flatmates have chosen another person! :’(

well, so that’s what I am facing since 3 weeks.

… then… yesterday came.

Yesterday was a very very strange day. For different reasons I had to cross the city by train just SIX TIMES! That means, THREE HOURS! It was an odd day.

And exactly yesterday I went to visit a flat which had a very creative description at the internet site(sorry people. There’s only the German version, so I’ll not paste it here). It was the best flat I’ve seen till now! The flat is very very very well located. The coolest part of the city! The price is o.k. (more or less the same I pay for the dorm), and… W-O-W!!!

Mensch, the flatmates are just COOL! They’re not that kind of stupid young boys who “pretend” to be cool. They’re really funny and easy-going and… well, just like my old pals in Brasil, y’know? I felt sooo good there, we had some beers together and it was so nice… It was just like being home.

Should I raise hope? I dunno. Really dunno. I had this feeling before and thought: “I am sure they’ll pick me as new flatmate!”. And I was wrong!

So now… all I need to do is… wait.

I checked the internet site this morning and the ad is not online anymore.

If they’re fed up of loads of people visiting the flat or if they’ve already found the new flatmate? No clue. But I’ll know on Monday, since they’ll decide by Sunday night.

let’s see… let’s see…

I am – definitely – fed up of visiting flats and telling everybody my story, and lying about my age, and speaking too much and regretting of not being a quiet and cool girl… sigh…

 Wish me luck! I hope the guys will “elect” me as their new flatmate…

I love the natural talent of women to lie! ;)

I wanna KISS and HUG all my colleagues at work!!! 

They asked me how old I am, and I said (as always): “how old do you think I am?” 

They: “24″

I:    “Ohh… you’re soooo gentle!! I’ll pay you all a nice cup of coffee”

They: “25″

I:    (blinking) “oooohh… smack, smack!”

They: “ok. 27. but older than that you CANNOT BE!!” 

Oh, I just LOVE this natural talent women have to lie. And I DO wanna believe they never noticed I’m over 30…  

Now I am happyyyyyy… lalalalalalalalalala… I DO NOT look so old… lalalalalalallalaal… 

Propaganda descarada!

Cliquem na foto para vê-la ampliada.

E aproveitem pra visitar a exposição!